I guess no one really gives a s hit anymore im sick and tired of having my hopes up and than some ass hole crushing me like i am a pos its so damn gay i wanna cry most times. I happened again today but it was worse. there are 3 people i am "talking" to and not one of them wished me happy bday. said hi nothing its so gay and depressing and than there is another girl that ive know and her boy friend broke up with her so she got me all depressed because she was in tears on the bus the whole way home which kinda sucked and worst of all my Bestest friend in the whole wide world who said shed be sure to talk to me today hasnt responded to any of my txt's nothing and now i really feel like shit. Its just one of the days were i wanna slit my wrist. i wish i could but no i cant because unlike some people i keep my promises i haven't smoke a ciggarette in a couple days which is probably why im wranting so hardcore but who cares. GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I'm leaving now. BYE!